vacation from my vacation

Yes, I am about to embark on yet another spring break vacation, this time with the older children since their break is different from the younger. I am Aruba bound. Never been can't wait..... But I am stressed about taking a vacation, is that not nuts????

• I am stressed to leave the young-ins home with my parents (they stress each other out)
• I am stressed to leave work again in the middle of pure hell-dum
• I am stressed that I will forget something
• I am stressed that my daughter has to fly to Atlanta with the volleyball team while I am gone and I won't be there to send her off or be in Atlanta with her
• I am stressed that I still have this horrible job.

I was talking with my new manager about how I was stressing. She too confided in me that she was almost at her breaking point, in fact the whole organization was about to bust.

Our she-devil leader is good for a short term gig, but she has outstayed her usefulness, she needs to move on to another organization and stir them up.

It is always good to be challenged in one's career, move outside your comfort zone, be pushed to grow, I don't disagree with that. However, one can only be pushed for so long, and stretched so far. Even a rubber band will break if pushed beyond its limits.

And that's where we all are, beyond our limits. This group of 200 plus folks has become the crankiest, meanest bunch around. Folks that would never say boo to you are now ripping your head off if you look at them the wrong way.

I really need to get this new position, or seek employment else where or I am gonna snap....... First step is not to stress on this vacation (think happy thoughts :-)

Breaking In A Newbie

I still work in the She Devil's organization, but we recently had a reorganization of sorts. None of us have any say in this, like what we would like to do, or whom we would like to work for. Nope, we are mere pawns in the chessboard of political advancement.

My group got EXPANDED. So much so, they brought in another level of management (that's always fun). So I now have a new direct manager (although I still deal directly with the next two levels up on a daily basis).

This manager I now have is used to dealing with VERY junior people, not the level we are. We are not accustomed to accounting for every second of our day and giving a weekly report (this is so she can help us prioritize, ha).

She told me today that she was going to put a stop to She Devils abuse of us. I merely chuckled, I know this is an impossible task (many greater than her have tried and failed, being miserably chewed up and spit out).

I hope she is successful, it will be entertaining at best.

Still no word on getting out of this hell hole.

Footnote: project mentioned in prior post update......

She Devil dictated the outline for the brief I wrote, I had no wiggle room to change. I presented to the analysts yesterday and they SPIT UP all over it saying the outline of topics made no sense and was very disjointed. She Devil was very disapointed with me, and requires a complete re-do (I hate my job).

Stop the Insanity

I was fresh and back from vacation Monday, only to be hit with a whopper of an assignment. I thought I was playing catch-up only to find out I was in the same boat as my peers, the request had just come Monday and the assignment was due by 3:00 Tues. Not so bad I thought.

Trouble was this request was from the she devil VP we work for and we obviously have not brushed up on our mind reading skills, and we ALL were wrong in our interpretation of her request, sigh.

So this morning we had exactly 1 hour to re-do everything and make it perfect.

The good new is that also in my inbox Monday morning was note from a wonderful manager I had worked closely with in my prior position within this company. She wanted to "talk", that meant only one thing, she wants me to work for her. Sure enough, she does. I said TAKE ME NOW!!!

The only stumbling block is that I am a higher job grade level than the position calls for. I countered with think of me as two employees for the price of one :-)

We shall see............

The Disney Daze

If I EVER have to sit through its a small world again, I WILL do something drastic.

WHY does that ride still exist, please tell me??? My 10 year old said it the best "this is a ride that NEVER ends" or "look, my favorite part, the END".

If my 10 year old (the youngest) thought it was dumb then why were we riding it? Because the "grown up" 18 year old whined the loudest and got us all goaded into going on it. I was made to feel like Grumpy for not wanting to fully enjoy the Disney experience. NEVER AGAIN I SAY!!

Note to 18 yr old: Time to grow up and you can never re-live the past (never as much fun as you remember it)

I need a vacation from my vacation.